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Monday, April 28, 2008

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Reached home at 11pm.. Aha.. DG after SM training.. Was good actually.. Really felt God speaking to me during that time.. I realised that I am not alone really.. The stress I am feeling.. There are people who felt it before and who are feeing it now as well.. Really to me I know it happens but I didnt expect it all to be like that.. Wow.. Aha...

Guess I am gonna trust God.. Well, we all have a call to perservere while running the race.. God didnt promise a smooth sailing life but a crown when we meet him..



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In crusade room now, finished school le.. Went helpdesk to instal Visual Studio.. Was ready to spend 2 hours there.. Cause my frene say that time spent 2 hours there.. But thank God it finished in 45 mins.. Aha.. So here I am..

Lol, today we make the teacher angry until she say she teach finish le and left the class.. Normally this type of thing happen, the students will be quiet until she leaves and all.. But our class very different.. Immediately all the noise come in le and there everyone start to leave lor.. Lol..

Later is SM trainig.. Haha.. Followed by DG.. Lol.. Mon is my longest day.. 8am - 9pm 0_O

HAHAHAHAHA....



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Sunday, April 27, 2008

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Let me tell u a story.. Maybe it sounds familiar.. Lol..

There is a sea shore.. This sea shore, there are many who often drown there.. So a small group of people came.. And they decide to be the lifeguard there.. So when there are people drowning, they can go and save the people.. As time passes by, they began their job of saving lives from the sea.. They became famous.. They received sponsors and even some people whom they saved people joined them to save other people.. So their numbers grew.. And as more sponsors came in, they got more money and hence build a larger building, get new and better sofas, better equipments and so forth.. As time passes by, and their numbers and sponsors continue to grow.. More equipments and stuff were bought and they even have air con inside their building.. Having all this, their building slowly turn into a club.. People can become members and even go there to have coffee.. As time passes by, the people there became lazy and hence hired professional life guards to save those who are drowning..

One day, there is a big ship which capsized and sank.. And many people jumped into the sea and they needed to be rescued.. The hired professional life gurads when and save those ppl and place them into the building.. Everywhere was somebody and the whole place was very messy.. The original members were very unhappy about this matter and grumbled saying "This is making our clubhouse so dirty.. Now people wont dare to join us le.." Then they have a meeting to decide if they want to close down the lifeguard business and focus on maintaining the clubhouse.. But there were a small minority who were against this idea because all this are created in the first place to save lives.. So they made a poll and majority voted to close down the lifehouse business..

The majority then told the minority, "If you want to continue this lifeguard business, you may start a new group.. But do it eleswhere, dont come do it here." And hence the number of people dying at that are began to increase again..

The minority then went to another shore and become lifeguards there, starting from scratch.. And as time went pass, history repeats itself and the poll had to be made, and once again a small minority are against the idea and they are asked to go somewhere else.. And history repeats itself over and over again..... And the people continue to drown at the big sea..

This story is told by our pastor.. Maybe you have guessed it.. The lifeguards represent us while the people drowning are the non-believers out there.. Are we going to be hot at first and later drift from what we are supposed to be doing of evangelising and instead be too comfortable with the church? Today's sermon serves as an awakening for everyone there i guess, that we mus not forget about evangelising, instead of remaining stagment on a number and cant grow further.. Guess that is for everyone to think about ba..

School start at 8am tomorrow.. Gonna be a looooooong day.. Lol..



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Saturday, April 26, 2008

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Aha.. Today was good I guess, I read part of Thus Saith the Lord? today.. Then was doing abit of work and playing computer games.. Aha.. God really told me many things about prophets through that book.. How false prophets arised and when you say that "God says this....." and its not from God, you break the third commmandment..

You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God, for the LORD will not hold anyone guiltless who misuses his name.

Lol, and really, the church is full of these nowadays.. And some ppl actually speak the things not of God without realising it.. Well, so how? Its the fear of the Lord.. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom.. To distinguish the real and the fake, you first have to know what the real looks like first.. Yea..

And a prophet of God is not like a fortune teller who tells of things to come.. But rather, its primary purpose is to bring the hearts of man to God.. Yea.. Really.. Haha.. Alot of things can learn.. Though I am only halfway there..

Lol, thu is LM 2.. Going outdoors.. Dunno if i am going not.. Haha.. See how ba.. Heh..



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Friday, April 25, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Finally, another weekend has come.. Aha.. Kinda fast actually.. How time flies in poly.. Simply amazing eh.. Second week of school has passed.. And this weekend will be a good time to catch up with m school work.. Havent got enough time to jus revise my work yep.. Was feeling abit stressed up with the things around me too.. Really needed God's grace to keep me through.. Haha.. But really, can see him carrying me through.. Haha.. Nxt week will be new stuff needed to do le..

Got E com meeting, MTL, Jap test etc.. Lik, you know, jap is beginning to get irritating.. Every week test.. Siao one lor, like where got time to study everything... -.-

But then, God will carry me through regardless. So Amen to that =DDD



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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

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ABC Nightline Faceoff: Ray Comfort Proves that God =)






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MOL is once again driving me crazy.. Thought when I reach year 2, Integration will not touch on MOL.. And once again......haiz.. Well, its super irritating but I have to say I need it, because for the pass 20 mins, it has been pointing on the faults i have when doing integration.. And I keep getting the answer wrong.. Stupid mistake.. EEEEE..

Went to school today.. I survived Jap class test.. Woots.. Though I do not know almost half e question.. Well actually got 10 questions and i dunno 3.. -.-
After that went Baptism class.. Finished very early.. At 9pm.. Haha.. Tired now.. But I doing MOL, i realise i cant do integration le.. Was lik crap.. If I take a test now on integration now jus on the techniques I would have failed miserably..... Aha..

I received a book from - John Bevere's Thus Saith the Lord? Its from Michele and Shao Wei.. Aha.. Many thanks.. ^^ Yea.....

Tomorrow will be first LM.. Lets see the freshman who will turn up... Yea..



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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Back home.. today after school went to crusade room to wait for Edwin.. Then at 5 plus left for SAS.. Met one of my ex-band junior...who needs to be pulled back to Christ.. And thank God.. Through that Edwin PRCed.. Woots.. Aha.... Praise the Lord.... =D

School was ok ba.. Lol.. DEL practical was so fun.. Aha.. The logic gates and stuff.. I love wires ^^ ...
Tomorrow got jap quiz.. IS class, every week also got quiz -.- Got no idea how am I going pass that test.. Aha.. Then thinking of how the final test - written and specch is going to be like.. Goodness... Ahhhhhh...

E com also got things to do.. Fortunately, school work is still ok, not so stress.......YET.. Hope wont have.. Well, thats ideally though.. Lol.. Well, we will be starting CE DG too.. And we going challenge some of e SMs to be part of it.. Well, SMs does not mean discipling over christians only... Dont forget that.. Aha.. Then for the befrienders, those who want to lead CE DG too can also be an SM... But they will most likely be called SMs too... Well, not decided yet though, for the name.. Aha... Exciting.. Haha..



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Sunday, April 20, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Its a Sunday.. Ok, I think I understand what is happening to me le..

For the benefit of those who dont know, which is almost everyone - well, almost everyone, let me share briefly what has been happening to me for the past few days.. I have been feeling spiritually weak.. Cause I was busy with the things around me and that I actually lost focus of God.. That alone gave me alot of problems -- Which are listed in order..

1) Stress
2) Sin to enter
3) Fustration
4) Cannot feel God
5) Insecurity
6) Feeling of abandon-ment
7) Feeling of Helpless-ness

Though I have talked to God about some trusting him, and leaving it all to him, I still feel that fustration to an extend, cause when you leave God's will, you will become open to any spiritual attacks.. Its you know, a healing process where you still need to take to return to God's will.. For me, it was because I was still so vulnerable to sin.. So you know, fustrated and keep wondering why and all.. But I guess the reason of my fustration is also because I still kept thinking so much about my problem.. Yea.. One of the devil's tatic.. But I am glad everything is going on fine now..

And the whole reason for my loss of focus is still, a learning process because it is the first few moments when serving in a leadership position.. Yea..



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Saturday, April 19, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Gonna work on some of my sch work today.. Aha.. Make us of the time I have today.. Heh.. Also I played Mine-sweeper..

Guess I overestimated myself =X


Yay...LOLs... Ok.. I admit, the time taken is slow.. Aha.. But hey.. Lol.. At least I completed it. =P





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LOVE ACTUALLY has passed.. Next will be the MY FIRST TIME and the other events.. Many things needed to do.. I got more focused unto the things around me instead of God.. And it got me a while to realise that.. Feel good, after just pouring out my feelings to him and really letting him take control.. I guess its something everyone needs to learn yea.. Dependance on God.. Something which no one can stop learning.. Aha..

Now can focus on my homework le.. Some time for that.. And now also must learn Jap.. Haha.. Got a quiz on wed.. Lol..



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Thursday, April 17, 2008

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Pray for the whole Naked I yep.. The E com will be taking over everything soon.. Right now its really making everyone busy.. Pray for the hearts of the lost too yep, as they come..

Really a busy period.. Amazingly, school work havent pile yet.. So right now need chiong for crusade.. Feeling tired too.. Pray that I will be focused too... Yep.. Thanks.. Everyone Jia You..



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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Second day of school.. Told Kelvin tomorrow that I am not going for prayer tomorrow morning and abit regretted promising to commit 8-10am tmr.. Yet, I know thats what God wants me at.. So was a struggling to go lor.. Haha.. Then reached started distributing magazines.. Lol.. Then went to class.. Haha.. One whole day take the same module.. Telecommunication Programming.. AHa.. Ok la.. Lecturer and tutorial and practical.. So far so good.. Can understand.. Well, its only the first week.. So the xiong part havent come I guess.. Heh..

Went to the booth a few times to help out - slacking more likely.. heheh.. Tired la.. Well, whos not.. lol... Then debrief and evaluation lor.. Then I left when they gonna start the prayer.. Gonna have to keep praying everyone.. Lots of challenge to settle.. Really.. From the DGs side to the non christians side.. Whoa.. Keep praying everyone..

Friday is the Love Actually Concert.. Do come all rites.. We intend to have a prayer group on fri to pray specially for the whole concert during the concert itself.. So those not bringing friends and not involved or crusaders from other school, if you are reading this.. Do consider joining the prayer group all rite.. Prayer is the best weapon we have.. Yea...



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Monday, April 14, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

First Day of School.. Its recruitment day.. Haha.. Went to school.. Then saw I boarded 154.. Then on the bus I turn and saw 985.. I was like =O So I quickly get down at the next stop where I saw Kelvin wanting to board 154 then tell him board 985.. In the end reach school at 6 30.. Aha.. So early.. So what did we do.. We jus eat breakfast at school and then go crusade room for prayer.. Second group to come is Pris, Hwee Feng and Joel.. Aha.. *Clap Clap* for being early.. hehe..

After prayer, helped Kelvin and Joel take the magazines to their location and then went to class.. First class was EG3.. Ok.. Didnt listen a single thing.. Was busy sleeping.. O well, it was a 1 hour lesson.. Aha.. Then DEL Tutorial which lasted for only 30 mins cause the lecturer want us get our books.. Lol.. Then the other 30 mins was spent with Dillion going around NP transporting magazines and drinks to the different places.. Haha.. Then only helped out in the giving out at 11 30 till 1.. At that time was so fun.. Haha.. So many ppl so jus give out.. Then Vanessa was so hyper.. Haha.. Then she talk until super thirsty..

Finished school at 3 today.. After which bought lunch and eat at Crusade room then continued to give out magazines and do surveys.. Did a few surveys.. Haha.. Cause was slacking abit also.. Tired lar....... I keep dozing off at class today lor.. Lol.. Tomorrow not goin morning prayer.. But still helping out at 8am.. Needa rest.. Quite encouraging la.. To see things happening.. Seeing ppl reading about the magazines and knowing about God through that book.. When doing surveys tmr must tell them about that website.. Heh..

Then my bdae was celebrated again.. Haha.. Was surprised really.. I mean I didnt expect it to be today... You know.. Haha.. But thank you peeps.. Love you all.. Hahahas.. Dont puke hor.. LOLs....

Tomorrow a new day.. Gonna rest early and recharge my energies.. Hahaha... God will be my strength.. =)



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Sunday, April 13, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me.. Happy Birthday to meeeeeeeee.. Happy Birthday to me.. YEA.... *clap clap clap* =D

Went to church in the morning.. Aha.. Service was n Gen12: 10-20
Its really links till now.. Lets see why,

There is a famine where Abram lived.. He then went to Egypt without consulting God.. Cant blame him also.. Well, that's ppl's logical thinking if they forget God's promise (recall his promise in v2&3).. I believe if Abram stayed where he was, God will still provide for his needs.. Amen to that?

Now, like anyone who left God's will, there will come unrest and frustration.. Though its not mention in the bible, Abram certainly faced that too, if not he wont ask his wife to lie or even allow his wife to be taken away (see v11-15)

Now look at God's promise to Abram again.. We can see that the opposite happened.. The Pharoah actually got cursed, though the Pharoah actually gave Abran akk the cattles and stuff..
From here we see that if one becomes weak in faith, the people around that person will suffer..

Our life (faith) is only as strong as the weakest point.. That's why Paul also told us to be proud of our weaknesses.. Trails which God brings to us will bring us back to him whenever we forget him.. So everything that happened to Abram was a good thing too..

After fellowship today, a cake was brought in to celebrate the April babies.. Aha.. It was Green Tea flavoured with red beans - i think...looks like it though....

Then shared with one of my church friend there.. We talked about the books of John Bevere.. Haha.. Then talked about certain spiritual gifts.. Was great.. Aha.. Then went home to rest a while before going out for dinner.. We ate 煮炒.. Then buy ice cream and went home.. Lols..

Tomorrow have to reach crusade room at 7am.. Haha.. Trusting God to do the things only God can do... =)



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Saturday, April 12, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Went to Mustafa (isit like that spell de? I am bad at spellings....) We saw an indian shop.. Like a restaurant.. Completely nobody.. The boss and the worker was like there stoning.. Lol.. So sian so poor thing.. O well.. Wonder how long before closing.. I cut my hair today.. Lol.. So its short again.. Mon u all can see.. Haha..

Yesterday reached home at 12am.. Then talked on e phone from 1.30 - 2 am.. Aha.. I guess what was discussed on e phone was rite.. Its a major issue with me.. To get right with my parents.. As in to get close to them - and it is also part of what we should do - honor your parents.. So gotta trust God to lead and walk one step at a time yep.. Aha..


Tomorrow is 13 Apr.. Ahem.. Lets see who knows =P

Kinda excited now about start of school.. The start of distribution of Naked I.. Woots.. Can see many things will happen.. Questions from my class.. Plenty of chances to get intimidated by them... But hey, perfect love drives out fear.. And only the Godly fear and love will provide the sufficient grace to answer whatever they ask boldly according to what God wants me to say =)



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Went to school today.. To buy my books... Aiyoyoyo... I queued for like almost an hour.. Lucky I got book with me.. So the almost one hour time pass quite quickly.. If not really die.. Lols.. Then went crusade room to paste stickers.. YEA.. After I left, got like 6 more boxes of naked I magazines only.. =D The effort of everyone.. Lol.. So tomorrow must complete.. Sadly I dont think I can go school tomorrow to help out.. Aha..

Left crusade room at 6.30 and go to Woodlands for team meeting.. I thought was Choa Chu Kang -.- Lucky never take the wrong bus.. And I got like 'pranked' so many times by the buses........long story.. Meeting at our dear staff Christine's house.. Lol.. And I went to meet Eric to go as we will be late.. Then appearantly got the wrong info to the place and we ended up in the other end of Woodlands.. Lol... So in the end everything started at 9pm.... LOLs.. After that played UNO.. Aha.. Quite interesting la.. Hehe..

Then came home.. Finally finished the book, Breaking Intimidation.. And super interestin thing happened.. Lol.. Ask me if you all want to kno *winks*, then I see if suitable for you hear not.. Hehehe..



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Thursday, April 10, 2008

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Went to school at 10 today.. Some admin briefing.. I though teach what.. In the end lecture about the system of SDAR and what they will do and stuff.. Like their system of operation... They said lecture will be from 10 - 3... In the end, everything ended at 11.15 -.-

So went had lunch in SAS and went to my frene house before proceeding to Kovan.. Then recuitment training.. Was all rite I guess.. The chicken rice was nice.. Aha.. Its not sold at $3.50 for nothing.. Aha.. The rice also they give quite alot.. Aha.. Chicken also.. Then had to clear everything up.. Wa.. Then they PS nv wait for us when we carry the stuff to Dillion's car... Haiz.... Justin was like so sad.. Lol..

After today, realised once again that school is reopening soon.. And everything after today onwards will be a step of faith.. Its a struggle really.. Cause if you see your calender and stuff.. It will seem lik there is no rest.. Cause after school reopening.. Then will be e naked I week.. After which the 'baby' week of each year will be over.. And have to listen in class.. Plus will have to read DG le.. Lol.. Really gotta trust God to lead.. Yep.. Gonna take things as they come le.. God will return what I spent on him manyfolds.. I am sure of that.. Yea.. Press on..

Romans 12:11,12
Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.



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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

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Yesterday, reached home at 10 plus.. Haha.. Went to PS for dinner at Yoshi and Gelare.. Aha... Cause our dear Edmund who is our church friend went going NS tomorrow.. Aha.. Yea lor.. Take care yep.. And dont u dare backslide.. =D See you in 2 weeks.. Lol..
Was wondering abit about yesterday, what is the feeling one will feel when entering NS in just a few days.. Scared? Nervous? Happy? 0_O???????

Started reading Breaking Intimidation by John Bevere.. Another book which will be dealing with a part of my life.. But the progress of everything will not finish so soon - as in the part of my life being dealt with.. Takes time and its really a slow process where you learn what God wants you to learn.. And sometimes it just wont sink into you and in another phrase of your life you encounter God dealing with that issue again....

This book is actually about Overcoming fear to release the gifts of God in your life.. Something I need to learn too.. Fear is one of the factor which we all have to overcome.. Because if we become intimidated, someone will use our God-given authority as well as our gifts against us.. Something serious eh.. Yes it is..

Today I woke up at 11am =X
Gosh I think I am getting lazy... Aha.. Still got things to do in E-com.. Which I cant remember what exactly everything is.. Haiz.. The price of slacking I guess... Haha..

School opening on Monday.. Wonder how everything will be like.. Haha.. Take things as they come ba..



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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

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ST meeting today.. And I reached home at 11 30.. Lol.. Pretty late huh.. Haha.. Listen to all the PEPSI from the different com.. Still got stuff to work out or make perfect on lor.. Yep.. Things to chiong also.. Ya.. Really got to pray and rely on God.. We are really nothing without him.. I saw the importance of prayer today.. Was really asking God where is my heart of prayer, where is the urgency? Where isit.. Then God led me to read the book of Ezra and Nehemiah, to see how they prayed and what they prayed about.. And I finally understood it is actually so easy to get that heart of prayer.. I have been looking at the wrong place.. You will only get that heart of prayer back when u truely realise that you are nothing if God is not with you.. And only when that fact sink into you will truely want to pray..



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Sunday, April 6, 2008

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Church today.. Was great.. Haha.. Was on Gen 12:1-9 ---> About God's call to Abram to leave his place and his promises to him..

Obedience and faith. They are interlinked.. You cant have faith without obedience.. So we often pray to God to increase our faith, we must first learn to obey God.. Strange though if you consider the world, they can have faith in everything in the world but no faith in God.. When you share the gospel, he will say "I will think about it" then go without thinking to pray to an idol.. How much faith he has in an idol.. Lol..

So why was Abram called? This also answers why God calls us to the things he wants us to do. Try reading and putting the following points into our lives.
1) It is because God loves Abram
2) God wants Abram to be part of his plan in being glory to him
3) God wants Abram to be an example for us too
So how does God motivates us to have faith in him? Read verse 2-3
"I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you."
He motivated him by telling him the things he will receive when he obeys.. Ever felt God telling you something you will receive in the future when you obey? Does that motivates you to have faith in him and to strive on?
So, we have to walk in faith..
On a personal note, just like to live this 2 verse from James 3 with you..
Verse 17 - In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action (obedience), is dead.
Verse 24 - You see that a person is justified by what he does and not by faith alone.
Paradox? Contradicting statement? No.. Why? Because Obedience and faith walks together..



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Saturday, April 5, 2008

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As you know SM training today.. Aha.. Many things God spoke to me about.. Gonna start praying for the disciples I will receive and also to pray for the recruitment to be good.. And also pray for the support of NPCCC in the naked I magazines and all.. Yea, just gonna trust God for it.. He will provide I am sure.. Hahas.. My sis on 3D2N camp at dunno where, from yesterday to Sun.. Aha.. The house will have peace and quiet.. Its enjoyable ba I guess, since its the weekend =P

Lol.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEE FENG!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.. COVER BLOWN BY ME.. LOL...
Hope you will have a good sleep tonight *winks*



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James 3:9-12
With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be. Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? My brothers, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.

Ephesians 4:29-30
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption.



I would like to apologise about the foolish things said today by me during SM training.. It was something which came out without any control and such was not my intention too.. I was really convicted by the Spirit immediately after blurting out those words.. And through the rest of the talk by Bi Xia, I was thinking and reflecting on the things which I said.. And really thinking what it really means to be an SM..

I love my DG, the most fustrating momments which I encountered is when we cannot share our thoughts as freely.. And I love the each other's presence too.. DG is actually an enjoyable time regardless of what is faced.. Seriously up till now, I am still under able to find the reason why I said those things.. The answer from my remark was so simple - which that the problem lies in me, not to mention how irrelevant it is to what was being taught.. It really felt as if I shot myself at my feet..

As Bi Xia said, though I know all this, but can I live it out? That few questions pierced through my soul and set me thinking about being an SM.. Is this the example I am going to set for my DG when school reopens? God brought me down and showed me that through the things i know and did since year 1, I really thought I knew it all.. What to do as an SM, what goals to set and all.. He showed me that I have accomplished nothing, because my heart was not right with him.. And that if my heart is not right with him, I cannot be entrusted with things regarding the ministry..

I also sensed that my statement has affected some people too at that time, would just like to apologise to you all, that I am sorry for not speaking before thinking.. And also sorry to Joel, for attacking you indirectly - though you are not there.. But I feel God wants me to write this down on my blog, as a reflection of what happened and all.. And i believe though I dunno how, that God will show this post to those whom its meant for.. May it be a lesson for you all to control your tongue..

Psalm 51
1 Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions.

2 Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.

3 For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me.

4 Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.

5 Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.

6 Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place.

7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.

8 Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.

9 Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.

10 Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.

11 Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.

12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.

14 Save me from bloodguilt, O God, the God who saves me, and my tongue will sing of
your righteousness.

15 O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise.

16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it; you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.

17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.

18 In your good pleasure make Zion prosper; build up the walls of Jerusalem.

19 Then there will be righteous sacrifices, whole burnt offerings to delight you; then bulls will be offered on your altar.


God Bless
Seth



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Friday, April 4, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Went to my grandma place today.. Had to stay there a while to look after my grandma and aunt cause my uncle went to my great grandma tomb to clean up - you kno that festival.. qing ming jie.. Ya.. So ya lor.. Stay there a while and my aunt ask me alot of questions about why I believe in christianity and so does the gods in buddihsm real? That kind.. Ya.. Like if they are 'ling' or not...how to say ah.. Like if pray to them they will answer that kind lor.. So just answer her.. Not gonna put how I answer.. If want know come ask me =)

Was reading A heart ablaze by John Bevere ^^.. His books are quite good.. How to say leh, lets jus put it as God wants me to read them.. Haha.. Well, this time it talks about living with passion for God.. He never accepts luke-warmers.. Ya.. I mean the pass few of his books I read, learnt alot.. And each book, God deals with certain part of my life.. Those which are under sin.. This time is no different.. I guss everyone has a dark secret ba.. Just that wether we are willing to bring it under God's light and allow him to use it for good.. Well, still in the process of learning.. Yup.. I think the things God is dealing with me through the current book i m reading will be the hardest ba.. Yea.. Maybe after I finish the book then I will blog about it.. Yea..



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Thursday, April 3, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Jus wanna share yesterday's QT with you all, verse taken from Romans 14:12-15,
So then, each of us will give an account of himself to God. Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in your brother's way. As one who is in the Lord Jesus, I am fully convinced that no food is unclean in itself. But if anyone regards something as unclean, then for him it is unclean. If your brother is distressed because of what you eat, you are no longer acting in love. Do not by your eating destroy your brother for whom Christ died.

Lesson is this: We tend to feel strongly about our personal preferences regarding what Christians should and shouldnt do. Be it a glass of wine or not, a dance or not, this way of worship or not, this form of reaction or not, this form of dress-code etc.

Remember, verse 12 says - So then, each of us will give an account of himself to God.
When we think we are right, we finger-point with a judgmental spirit, holding our preferences as standards of biblical spirituality.

So how?

Since each of us will give an account of ourselves to God, verse 13 says - Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in your brother's way.

The bottom line will still be love.

Verse 14&15 gives an example --> As one who is in the Lord Jesus, I am fully convinced that no food is unclean in itself. But if anyone regards something as unclean, then for him it is unclean. If your brother is distressed because of what you eat, you are no longer acting in love. Do not by your eating destroy your brother for whom Christ died.

Something I quite often fail to do.. Always inclined to judge others who don't match up to my views..

Moral of the story: Don't get mixed up between biblical principles and personal convictions.



Later going for first ever Gen12 team outing after the trip.. Lol, will be leaving early i guess.. Got things to do and all too yep.. Hehe..

Yesterday brought back book of wisdom.. Whoa.. Like all good stuff.. Started reading one today.. Can see that the books coming to me are not by chance.. Gonna grab hold of everything.. Lol.. Time to dig deeper.. Lol..



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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Today quite tiring.. Aha.. Went to GCTC today - was supposed to reach there at 11 but forgot to bring any money out when I go out then ended up reaching there at 11 40 instead cause I end back take -.- Then transported the naked i magazines from there to NP.. Had lunch with an NP lecturer too.. Along with me got Dillion, Winnie and Michele.. So ya.. Ate chicken rice.. Wa.. Is really a spread.. Lol.. Cause Dillion bought half a chicken and lemon chicken too, and there was veg and egg.. Lols.. Then met Daniel Liu and Joel and after that began transporting the naked i magazines up to crusade room.. So tiring.. Almost died.......LOLs... Then after which I was soaking wet.. Like I was drench from a downpour lor..
After transporting, everyone had to rest... And I slept for a while in the crusade room.. Hahahahaha.. I think Dillion is like quite amazed at me that kind.. Whoa like can sleep there.. Kekekeke.. But that happens everytime rite.. Rite ppl? Lols.. (And I woke up and took sometime for me to realise I am still in crusade room @_@)

After that, Operation Dusty Down commenced.. We cleared up and arrange the whole crusade room.. Was hardwork.. Vaccum and clean every corner, threw away all the unwanted rubbish, sort things out.. And I realised crusade room got so much 'treasure' la.. From books to tracts to cds to foolscap papers.. Lols.. Aha.. Next time need things go crusade room find le.. No need spend money buy.. Aha.. I brought home 2 packs foolscap papers.. Haha.. Quite interestin de.. You know NP de then there put ngee ann poly.. But that one de from crusade so put all kinds of bible verses at the paper.. Haha.. Use that to plant seeds.. Lol.. Was sweating alot also.. Then we found a big banner for publicity of NPCCC... Whoohoo, gonna find a way to put it in the crusade room sometime.. Like a reminder or so.. Haha.. But everything is still half done only.. Mon ST meeting.. We most prob meeting in morning to transport the naked I magazines and continue the operation.. Haha...


The soldiers of the field in CCC room today.. Tada.. Crusade room seems much spacious now.. Haha..



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Tuesday, April 1, 2008

(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Did my spiritual gift test today.. And found out my spiritual gifts.. Haha.. They are music, encouragement, faith and pastoring.. Haha.. Yea.. Gonna nuture my other gifts.. Wanna grow more in other areas too..

Spent whole day at home today.. Slept at 1 yesterday so i ended up waking up at 11 today... Ok thats considered early for some I know.. Aha.. Tomorrow gotta go GCTC transport the naked i magazines.. Was thinking suddenly what will year 2 be like? The most stressful year of poly.. Hmmm.. Wonder how am I gonna survive it.. Well, the usual I guess, take things as they come and to keep praying for God to sustain me..

Well, God has a wonderful plan for you right, and since that plan will be accomplished no matter what happens so why worry or get discoraged? Yea.. Saying is easy.....true... The response will still be so are we still willing to trust God?



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(all of my days i will sing your praises)

Had E-com PEPSI meeting today.. Was good la.. See lots of things gonna happen this year.. Gonna rely on God to lead me through =) Naked I, Recruitment, and things for the rest of the year.. Then I will be coming out with tracking system and all too.. Trusting God that it will work.. Haha... Yea.. Had dinner in coffee bean.. Cause meetin there.. Spent like 12 dollars plus -.- LOLs.. O well.. Haha.. Kinda hungry now.. Nvm la.. Breakfast tomorrow.. HAha..



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