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Isaiah 43:10 "You are my witnesses," declares the LORD, "and my servant whom I have chosen, so that you may know and believe me and understand that I am he. Before me no god was formed, nor will there be one after me. worship is a choice All of my life, In every season You are still God I have a reason to sing I have a reason to worship And this is what its all about the kid Name: Seth B'day: 13th Apr '90 School: Ngee Ann Poly Course: Aerospace Electronics Church: Providence Presbyterian Church Shouts life touched ariana benjamin carissa caryl cheryl chia chee hwee christie cindy dawn dawn's blogshop deborah elrah en qi fred hwee fang hwee qi jacqq jeremiah chong jimmy 哥 joshua simon jun ming kelvin fze marcus loke michele nelson richard boon boon sinyi shi peng titus chee vanessa wendy oan willis winnie wisdom yu qing yang jun 丁丁姐
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Friday, May 23, 2008 (all of my days i will sing your praises) Life-Check Condition . . . . . . . . . My life feels really... HAIZ... Cant describe in words really.. I also dunno what to type, but jus to pray and type what in how the spirit leads ba.. I am busy, got alot of things to do, have poor time management, so many people wants my time, God too.... To tell you the truth, its really a struggle just to spend time with God.. Wrestling with God in that too.. 10% of my time from my daily activities seemed to have died down, sleeping before 12 midnight seemed to die down too, managing time wisely seems so hard that I jus want to stop doing everything.. I know God gives 24 hours a day for a reason, and it will be enough for us, all we need is to prioritise our time.. But you know, Practical vs Theory... Practical is always harder in this matter.. Haiz.. My passion for God seems to be dropping.. I really dont want it to drop any further.. Convictions seem to last for a few moments while my heart for the lost are drown in my schoolwork too.. Its really difficult.. Schoolwork is also piling up.. Just this sem, I will have 5 papers.. And all 5 papers are 5 GPA credit points.. WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?! YES!!!!! 5!!!! I really have no idea how am I going to pull through this.. I know God will lead and sustain.. I know he called me to this, and I know he will see me through.. But I dunno how..... I can only stare at all the things at my hands.. The fustration of not being able to remain in God's mercy and grace but to keep forgetting him and walking on my own strength and falling... I cant do this alone God, I need your help, I need you to take control.. I dont want to keep forgetting you and then have to come back to you again.. I am tired of this too.. Psalm 39 1 I said, "I will watch my ways and keep my tongue from sin; I will put a muzzle on my mouth as long as the wicked are in my presence." 2 But when I was silent and still, 3 My heart grew hot within me, 4 "Show me, O LORD, my life's end 5 You have made my days a mere handbreadth; 6 Man is a mere phantom as he goes to and fro: 7 "But now, Lord, what do I look for? 8 Save me from all my transgressions; 9 I was silent; I would not open my mouth, 10 Remove your scourge from me; 11 You rebuke and discipline men for their sin; 12 "Hear my prayer, O LORD, 13 Look away from me, that I may rejoice again Psalm 40:11-13 11 Do not withhold your mercy from me, O LORD; may your love and your truth always protect me. 12 For troubles without number surround me; 13 Be pleased, O LORD, to save me; 0 comments |